She had been married to Shen Zhao for three years without consummating the marriage. Shen Zhao's excuse was that he wasn't able to on his side. She bore the pressure from the Shen family alone and secretly studied pharmacology. Since Shen Zhao didn't even have a concubine, she didn't suspect anything and instead cared for him everywhere, fearing that he would feel inferior and depressed.,Because she had no accomplishments, her mother-in-law made things difficult for her, and her sisters-in-law mocked her. She endured all of this by herself.,"I will still bear your mother's curses, for without a child, I have become the sinner of the Shen family."。